My Dark Vanessa
by
Kate Elizabeth Russell
Publisher: Harper Collins Australia
Imprint: 4th Estate - GB
Publication date: 9th March 2020
Genre: Contemporary Fiction
Pages: 384
RRP: $29.99AUD
Format Read: Uncorrected paperback
Source: Courtesy of the publisher via Better Reading
Vanessa Wye was fifteen years old when she first had sex with her English teacher.
She
is now thirty-two and the teacher, Jacob Strane, has just been accused
of sexual abuse by another former student of his. Vanessa is horrified
by this news, because she is quite certain that the relationship she had
with Strane wasn’t abuse. It was love. She’s sure of that. But now, in
2017, in the midst of allegations against powerful men, she is being
asked to redefine the great love story of her life – her great sexual
awakening – as rape.
Nuanced, uncomfortable, bold and powerful,
and as riveting as it is disturbing, My Dark Vanessa goes straight to
the heart of some of the most complex issues our age is grappling with.
Vanessa is a 15 year old
student when she is sexually abused by her 42 year old teacher. Vanessa thinks
this is love and she is lolled and manipulated into thinking that their
relationship is truly what love is.
We
see Vanessa years later as an adult. She is not well adjusted and the abuse had
clearly taken its toll on her.
When
another victim outs Strane, Vanessa is forced to look back on her life and
redefine what she thought was the love of her life.
My
Dark Vanessa is a deeply disturbing story. Timely in the current #MeToo era.
Right
from the start it is obvious, from an adult’s point of view, that Vanessa is
being groomed and reading it sends a chill through your body.
My
Dark Vanessa is a story of manipulation, abuse of power and turning a blind
eye. It is not only the perpetrator who is at fault here. Knowing adults need
to speak up for children and denounce this behaviour.
My
Dark Vanessa is a psychological drama that delves into the mind of an abuser
and their victim.
“ALL HE DID WAS FALL IN
LOVE WITH ME AND THE WORLD TURNED HIM INTO A MONSTER.”
Russell
portrays the brain washing that a predator uses on their victim to turn the
events around to be the victims fault.
Narrated
in the first person, Vanessa’s story is heart-breaking and anger inducing; a
book that will be on my mind for a long time to come.
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My rating 5/5
I’m a writer living in Madison, Wisconsin. My debut novel, My Dark Vanessa, is forthcoming from William Morrow (US), 4th Estate (UK), and will be translated into over twenty languages.
Originally from eastern Maine, I earned an MFA from Indiana University and a PhD from the University of Kansas.
This is also my Books and Bites Bingo - Category 5 #BooksandBitesBingo2020
This week I will be completing the category 'Scary'.
It scares me to think there are men out there, in positions of trust, preying on our children and that other adults turn a blind eye.
